First new post

The CAT CLUB NEWS just didn't pan out. The neices and nephews never wrote. So I'll go on. I'll add more to this as the year progresses.

here's an excerpt on the email I just sent back to Freida:

I just played the song for Jim and Randy. Randy had to leave the room, Jim just pooled up and said, "I've been thinking of Loop all day." and he choked up as he said it.

Yeah, it hurts like I said yesterday, it feels good to keep hurting. I don't want to ever get to the place where it doesn't hurt like hell, you know?

I know I have no choice and I have to go on--have to keep "being successful" or whatever. But I want to let you know that like you, "I'm still so there" and I hope I always am. I dread the day, fear the day when this is all just a memory to me and her existence just brings a "warm glow" of rememberence. Until the day I die I want it to be a jagged hole ripped in my heart that never heals.